Long TIME no C.........

this few weeks not free....
got project to rush on....
tired...tired...tired...



but think of it as tat there is less things to do liao....

La...la...La...

in sch rgt now...
doin javascripts....
hahaha...

jus got the result of the C# test last week...
not bad....
high A...
lalalala...
after this goin to work...
lalalala...

hahaha...
doin blog...in front of the teacher

My...O...My...

long time no write blog liao ...
veri the sad rgt now...
jus made a clear stand...
let him go w/o any record...

regret something

y bother to lyk her???
wat's gd abt her???
am i stupid???
y...y...y???
i will forget abt her...
i must forget her...
i must focus abt study...
and nothing else....

needed to rush project...
1+week to do 10 weeks of things...
OMG...

Lucky For Now But Not For Ever???

Found my lappy liao...
but the O.S is destroy liao...

WAT THE...

All the things r needed to be redo liao...
for 2 weeeks need to do 14 weeks of things...

LOST AND FOUND

i found a primary school friend...
by the name of my admirer...
how i wish tat she is she...

LOST AND NEVER FOUND...

Lost the laptop on thursday...
Fuck the person who stolen my laptop...
NOTICE...

*Sorry to Shu Yu Jie...*
Sorry tat i so call waste ur kindness to lend mi so much money...
and tat i still lost it...

*Sorry to any ppl tat 'I' tok to*

maybe the person who steal my laptop will login to my msn...
as i put auto sign in...

*Sorry to all my poly friends*

your photos and so projects is in my laptop...
those data maybe lost or will be leak out...


*Sorry Sorry really veri sorry*

Slack...slack...Slack...

OMG...
i am gettin slacker and slacker...
as days goes by...
dun want to work...
want to play...
i noe tat i die die must work to end of tis year...
to clear the debt...
then work lesser abt 300 per mon is enough for mi...

Evaluation...evaluation...Evaluation...

Evaluation for tis week...
不错不错...
gd job...
keep up...
done the flash project...
done the D.E. test...
handed in C# draft...
不对不对...
bad job...
try to change to correct course...
skip lessons...
skip work...
report M.C...
fail to impress some1...
fail the P.R....
...
...
after all gd job LoNeLy....
keep the gd pace...
slow and steady wins the race...
dun be so straightforward...
gd luck for the next week...
冲...冲...冲...

Sad...sad...Sad(2)...

England lost liao...
veri sad as i supported them...
they lost in the pk shootout...
the england goalkeeper didnt did a gd job...
england lost 1-3...
y...
y...
y...
it is not abt the money involve liao la...
jus veri depressed...
...

Scared...scared...Scared...

Jus got home...
family r watch the sat nite movie...
got veri scared...
...
in the movie i learnt something...
Love someone is not being wif him/her...
But the most important is to let him/her happy...
Scary movie but i also learn something from the movie...
good one...

Sick...sick...Sick...

not feelin well for the past few days...
vomited a few times...
didnt go to work 2 days...
didnt write post a few days also...hahaha...
sch is gettin better...
able to cope wif the work load and study load...
test taken...
for DE(Digital Electronic)...
the whole test take 1 and a haf hour...
my frienz and i handed in in 20 mins after doin...

Sian...sian...Sian...(2)

Wat happen durin the weekend...
things changed veri fast durin the weekend...
why...why...why...
tell mi wat happen...
ppl r tokin behind mi...
abt mi...
...
wat's wrong wif mi...
did i also change 2 durin the weekend...
i assume no change 4 mi...
attitude change...
2 more lonely-er...
tat all tat i changed...

WHO AM I...who am i...WHO AM I(2)...

ppl called mi wee siang...
ppl called mi ah siang...
ppl called mi wee...
but i still feel tat those r not the names i wanted ppl to call mi...
i perfer ppl to call mi LoNeLy...
as i do things alone...
dun wan ppl to bother mi...
oni wan to be in the mi and mi oni world...
...
..
.

WHO AM I...who am i...WHO AM I...

Thinkin of the qn...
who am i actually...
i felt lyk i dun belong to this world(Poly)...
I feel lyk i am a frog/toad in a well...
lookin oni the mouth of the well...
Wan to get out of the well...
but the world outside is veri different...
i fail my PR(ppl relationship)..
wanted for a rest rgt now...
wanted to stop walkin and jus look around...
look at wat is happenin...
y i change alot...

think of wan will happen 2-3 years later...
thinkin of the hair...
thinkin of who will i hang around...
ARMY...
the time from end of sec to end of poly is the time tat i can turn bad...
wanted to be different...
wanted to be bad...
wanted to do alots of things...
etc...

Friendship...friendship...Friendship...

Wat is friendship...
Is it something tat must rely on others...
Or is it a bond between ppl's???

To mi friendship is not jus a friendship oni...
hvin friends is lyk hvin a mailbox,sandbag and alot more...
mailbox...
u can tell ur friends the trouble u r facin...
wat u wan to say but dun dare...

sandbag...
friends will lend a shoulder if needed but not backstabbin u...
the sand refers to the secrets u wan them to keep and u trust tat the bag will not leak out...
...
..
.
I'm veri tired of all the things liao...
wanted a rest...
free from all the trouble...
...
..
.
wanted to fly lyk birds...
Freedom...
..
.
rgt now there is two words tat refers to mi...
...
..
.
Freedom and LoNeLy

Why...why...Why...(2)

Why...
I oni dare c u from far...
Why...
I dun dare to tok to u...
Why...
I can't find back the old u...
Why...
U can be so friendly to others...
Why...
But not mi...
Why...
U r so cold towards mi...
Why...
Is it due to my reckless...
Why...why...Why...

Sad...sad...Sad

Oh My God...
Why...why...Why...
2nite veri sad...
1st>>>sole at work...
2nd>>>lost in the bet...
tinkin tat england will score will for this match...
why england score oni 1 at 60 min...
But then england did win la as expected...
Sad...sad...Sad...
lost total of $10.00 rgt now...

Busy...busy...Busy...

veri busy 2day...
force to wake up at 0900+h...
goin to ICA buildin...
to extend the passport...
veri sian...
then eat at the hawker centre there...
maybe food not clean then LS...
teachin C# rgt now...
till 1600h...
work from 1600h...
till 2300h...
veri sian...

Why...why...Why...

Relationships...
So complicated...
So hard to understand...


Age...
Gentle...
Height...
After all Happiness is all I care liao la...
After seein all the things happened around mi and my frienz...

Frienz...frienz...Frienz

For Friend I Do...
Hahaha...
For more informations...
Please ask the counter...
Hahaha...
2nite my frienz tell mi a shockin news...
nothing for the ppl who is readin this...
hahaha...
signin off at 0211h