Sick...sick...Sick...

not feelin well for the past few days...
vomited a few times...
didnt go to work 2 days...
didnt write post a few days also...hahaha...
sch is gettin better...
able to cope wif the work load and study load...
test taken...
for DE(Digital Electronic)...
the whole test take 1 and a haf hour...
my frienz and i handed in in 20 mins after doin...

Sian...sian...Sian...(2)

Wat happen durin the weekend...
things changed veri fast durin the weekend...
why...why...why...
tell mi wat happen...
ppl r tokin behind mi...
abt mi...
...
wat's wrong wif mi...
did i also change 2 durin the weekend...
i assume no change 4 mi...
attitude change...
2 more lonely-er...
tat all tat i changed...

WHO AM I...who am i...WHO AM I(2)...

ppl called mi wee siang...
ppl called mi ah siang...
ppl called mi wee...
but i still feel tat those r not the names i wanted ppl to call mi...
i perfer ppl to call mi LoNeLy...
as i do things alone...
dun wan ppl to bother mi...
oni wan to be in the mi and mi oni world...
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..
.

WHO AM I...who am i...WHO AM I...

Thinkin of the qn...
who am i actually...
i felt lyk i dun belong to this world(Poly)...
I feel lyk i am a frog/toad in a well...
lookin oni the mouth of the well...
Wan to get out of the well...
but the world outside is veri different...
i fail my PR(ppl relationship)..
wanted for a rest rgt now...
wanted to stop walkin and jus look around...
look at wat is happenin...
y i change alot...

think of wan will happen 2-3 years later...
thinkin of the hair...
thinkin of who will i hang around...
ARMY...
the time from end of sec to end of poly is the time tat i can turn bad...
wanted to be different...
wanted to be bad...
wanted to do alots of things...
etc...

Friendship...friendship...Friendship...

Wat is friendship...
Is it something tat must rely on others...
Or is it a bond between ppl's???

To mi friendship is not jus a friendship oni...
hvin friends is lyk hvin a mailbox,sandbag and alot more...
mailbox...
u can tell ur friends the trouble u r facin...
wat u wan to say but dun dare...

sandbag...
friends will lend a shoulder if needed but not backstabbin u...
the sand refers to the secrets u wan them to keep and u trust tat the bag will not leak out...
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I'm veri tired of all the things liao...
wanted a rest...
free from all the trouble...
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wanted to fly lyk birds...
Freedom...
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rgt now there is two words tat refers to mi...
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Freedom and LoNeLy

Why...why...Why...(2)

Why...
I oni dare c u from far...
Why...
I dun dare to tok to u...
Why...
I can't find back the old u...
Why...
U can be so friendly to others...
Why...
But not mi...
Why...
U r so cold towards mi...
Why...
Is it due to my reckless...
Why...why...Why...

Sad...sad...Sad

Oh My God...
Why...why...Why...
2nite veri sad...
1st>>>sole at work...
2nd>>>lost in the bet...
tinkin tat england will score will for this match...
why england score oni 1 at 60 min...
But then england did win la as expected...
Sad...sad...Sad...
lost total of $10.00 rgt now...

Busy...busy...Busy...

veri busy 2day...
force to wake up at 0900+h...
goin to ICA buildin...
to extend the passport...
veri sian...
then eat at the hawker centre there...
maybe food not clean then LS...
teachin C# rgt now...
till 1600h...
work from 1600h...
till 2300h...
veri sian...

Why...why...Why...

Relationships...
So complicated...
So hard to understand...


Age...
Gentle...
Height...
After all Happiness is all I care liao la...
After seein all the things happened around mi and my frienz...

Frienz...frienz...Frienz

For Friend I Do...
Hahaha...
For more informations...
Please ask the counter...
Hahaha...
2nite my frienz tell mi a shockin news...
nothing for the ppl who is readin this...
hahaha...
signin off at 0211h

My...oh...My...

2day kana blamed to sent virus...
but i did sent anything like tat lor...
sad la...
2nite veri tired work till around 0000h...
sole till 2230h...
dun need to push the lo-cage...
hahaha...
2nite they doin waxin...

School...school...School...

2day veri slpy...
goin to sch at 1100h...
then meet up wif frienz...
doin C# project...
hopin to do well for it...
as last time get oni C for the class test...
the thing dun goes well...
the girls all play trick on mi...
they call mi then i go liao lor ...
then they said nothing liao...bye...bye...
veri sian liao leh then the ZelD still asked mi some veri simple qns....
which i can ans in a few sec...
waste my time...
time veri the precious...

Sorri...sorri...Sorri

2day i make my mum mad...
due to unforseen situations...
i didnt do the things my mum told mi to do...
sorri...sorri ...sorri...
2nite i also veri powderful...
sole at work....
a ya veri sad ...
one person do work for two ppls work..
but take one pay oni....
sad rgt...

Tired...tired...Tired

wake up at 0620h....
goin to zoo...
instead goin to slpin forest house and wait till 1000h...
then meet up at 1030h...
after the meal...
went to the singapore one and oni zoo...
sad thing is tat the is oni a few kind per speices..
sad to c them livin in restricted area veri small...
but the meal there veri the expensive...
the show was not bad...so to say...
i like the animal frienz show (actors is the dogs,kittens and mouse)...
the dogs is veri cute...

Fans of mr brown....

I love mr brown...
he said out ppls' heart...
hahaha
mr brown i will support u forever...
hahaha

hahaha


forget to change the nickname for the msn...
then kana scolded by a friend of mine....the veri sleepy forest.....
hahaha

Lost and Found

today is a good day or perhaps nite...
i found a old classmate of mine...
she is LOST since last year SEPT
aya not call lost la jus tat i lost her contact
due to the stupid O level la
can't go online then the stupid MSN deleted mine e-mail...
felt like being rodded....

Failure BBQ but good gathering

12/06/2006
veri sad....tat day rainin ....
the BBQ dus not start well....
host in the camp....
guest startin the fire...
fire takes 2 hours to start...

Lost IN LoVe....

@@?)$?@))^(find out yourself)

it is the day where i tell a girl i like...
by sms la....
veri pai sei...
but rejected on the spot ...
sad....
tat when i noe tat the girl is attached....
veri sad....
feelin down....

Sorri la..

I created alot of blog durin a day.....
I got alot of thinggs to say....
but no time to spare and NOBODY want to listen to mi....
so writin blogs can help mi to express my feelin...
Ha ha Ha...

Secret...secret...Secret

I dunno form when i help my frienz to keep secrets....
both male and female...
veri hard to help them to keep the secrets....
feel like tellin others but cannot...
veri hard like chokin air....and cannot breathe...
I also have secrets 4 mysef....also feel like tellin....
but dun dare so i create tis blog...
to keep secrets....ha ha ha..

Ha...Ha...Ha


ytd veri funni......
while pushin the lo-cage(a form of metal cage to put the goods)...
i thought there is NOBODY then i sing veri loudly (Josh Groben-You raise me up)...
then after i sing.......
i go back to the store then .......
my TL(supervsior)call mi and said "you sing veri loudy leh..."
veri pai sei......

SiAn

Sian

Now i AM BuMP ArOund Doin NOthing At HOme......Sian

Life In PolY Veri Sian AlSo......
FeeLiN LIke In A PlaCe WhERe Ur StuDies Is Your ProblEM