好久没做工了。。

请了五天的无薪假后回去做工。。。发现我做到好累哦。。。真是的。。。好累好累。。。没有心情写。。。

今天好累哦。。。

我不见我的手机！！！！！！我不见我的手机了。。。我的天啊。。。我什么都没有了。。。但是下个礼拜吧。。。我的plan就二十个月了。。。干好是时后换换手机了。。。难道是老天要我忘了她？？？这次就听天的话吧。。。乖乖的换我的手机吧。。。就当作我的人生从来吧。。。从这里零开始。。。从头开始。。。

再见吧。。。

有时候不要说再见也要说。。。说了会然人好过的话说了也好。。。一个人痛苦好过两个人痛苦。。。

好无聊得过了一天。。。

今天我的cousin的二十一岁生日。。。恭喜你。。。又老了一岁了。。。好了。。。没有什么要跟大家讲的了。。。该懂的之然会懂。。。所以我也不用多说了。。。大家加油吧。。。为了明天的VB而奋斗吧。。。加油加油加油。。。

读书的日子~~~

今天又是读书的一天。。。说好了今天是星期六。。。我因该做工。。。但是还是陪朋友读书。。。真是的。。。为了朋友送了$25。。。还好啦。。。他们又学到东西我就心安了。。。￥25换他们的学历我算赚到了。。。好一个A-Q精神啊。。。

烦烦烦。。。

今天好累哦。。。读书读到很晚。。。真是的。。。那个Ivan竟然把我拉去读书。。。说好听是读书。。。说难听是要我教他们读。。。吃一吃。。。读一读。。。就到了十一点多了。。马上赶回家。。。一回到家还是被骂说是去约会。。。因为我没跟家里人讲她的他不是我。。。所以他们一直以为我出去读书是为了和她在一起。。。所以听了特别的辛酸。。。但是还是跟他们笑了一笑说：“没有啦”。。。是为了不让他们担心。。。我知道我的心了在想什么。。。要做什么。。。所以请大家不用担心我吧。。。在此谢谢大家了。。。

明日复明日

日子一天一天的过去。。。我的生命真的就如持得过了吗？？假如是这样的话。。。真的好可悲哦。。。今天我又当了一天的陪读爸爸。。。陪我的朋友们读书。。。读着读着。。。读到了十一点多。。。是从六点多读到十一点多哦哦。。。读到好累哦。。。下个礼拜又有考试。。。还真的是不懂如何办。。。啊呀。。。船到桥头。。。自然直...所以。。。担心也是没有用的。。。

是醉非醉也。。。

今天陪同学们去唱歌。。。去HIGH了三个钟头。。。希望HIGH了之后会好一点。。。但往往并非我所想象的。。。越唱越烦。。。去唱完了。。。我们又去打Bowling...说好听是一起玩但是其实他们是为了陪我。。。我看了好感动。。。我也不像这样的。。。我也无法控制我的心情。。。我还可怜，好可笑。。。然后去朋友家喝白酒。。。喝着喝着发现我喝了很多。。。喝了大约四分之三吧。。。喝着喝着就跟他们束苦。。。突然想到今天是大日子。。。今天是我的父母的二十周年的大日子。。。陪他们去吃吃咯。。。

功课功课功课功课功课~~~~

今天的我好闷。。。只想到功课功课。。。功课将会使我的全部。。。那将会使我的精神寄托。。。

我发现了。。。

我又发现了某某东西。。。

今天好累哦

今天我做完工了又去中学老师的家玩他的WII。。。WII真的有那么好玩吗？？我还真的玩不下去。。。

刚刚放完工

刚刚放完工去 Mr Jason 的家。。。去玩 WII。。。我看了很久想了想。。。还是不想玩。。。因为我不会玩。。。lolx。。。看他们玩咯。。。他们玩到很好笑。。。

我又来了。。。

刚刚从NTUC回来。。。我的那个supervisor 很没有用。。。家里有老婆了。。。还在外有一个“朋友”。。。十二点多了。。。还在NTUC外等他。。。会有多好？？我不想知道。。。大人的事我不想知道。。今天我很开心。。。因为有一个auntie说我很好就因为我带她去找她要的东西。。。虽然只是小事一窜而已。。。我也觉得开心。。。我很久没有做工作到那么满足的。。。为了一件小小的事而得到一声谢谢。。。我也会开心。。。现在的顾客把我们当做一个购物的指南。。。我们一定要知道东西在哪里。。。货几时会来。。。为何？？因为我们是员工吗？？我们好欺负吗？？还是他们是害群之马？？

想开了Part 2

我又想了很多东西。。。 。。。 。。。 。。。 。。。

想开了。。。

我想开了。。。读书吧。。。学业比较重要。。。多一年 poly 和多两年当兵。。。整整三年。。。想太多也没有用的。。。所以把心放在学业上吧。。。把学业搞好了。。。也算给自己一个交待。。。

lost and never found... ... ...

todae nothing much wan to write jus wan to emo for the whole of todae...and hopefully she still wan to go for the dinne...

Daes till Sch

todae is stress de lor...came back from ivan de hse den rest abit and went study again...went hm to slp...den work overnite again...too stress a life for me...the ppl around me always said tat wee siang u can do it de...yes you can...jia you...and those words of encouragement drove me...make me wan to move...recently i found my personal encouragement tat make me not tired even i am a dead person mins ago...i dunno wat to do as she said tat she found hers and tat one is not me...it is lyk the feeling of lost...soo lost...i wan to live in mine own world...a world where i have her...in mind...

Daes till Sch

todae is stress de lor...came back from ivan de hse den rest abit and went study again...went hm to slp...den work overnite again...too stress a life for me...the ppl around me always said tat wee siang u can do it de...yes you can...jia you...and those words of encouragement drove me...make me wan to move...recently i found my personal encouragement tat make me no tired even i am a dead person mins ago...i dunno wat to do as she said tat she found hers and tat one is not me...it is lyk the feeling of lost...soo lost...i wan to live in mine own world...a world where i have her...in mind...

dead and undead

todae lucky nv go zoo lor coz raining all the way...

todae cooking pizza hope it will be nice...

bravo...

todae i finally cook mine first spaghetti...the testers are... ... ... dunwan to tell...lolx...but dunworri is gud de...pro sia first time cook spaghetti den nice liao le...wonder wat if cook more time...can go be a chef liao le...lolx... ... ... ...arrr nite liao le...dead tired...

moody dae

todae went work sian sian liao le den still nid to entertain soo many customers...in less den 20 mins i got to open tat damn locker 4~5 times...dunno y they lock also...within the same timing...i nid to help 2 customers to test their electrical appliances...soo stress up...

long nites...

having a long slp for lyk...10 hrs is soo nice sia...nv slp soo long since entered poly...could i be influenced by her??... .. . todae is the start of the SDL week liao le...nothing to do much for todae...later@nite going to work tat's all... .. .wan to sing K wif her but i think tat it is impossible... .. . all i wan for now is all the VB codings...C# codings... telnet codings... in my head now stuff it till full...stop me from thinkin abt her...

things to be said is said....

dunno wat to say...

Samuel's birthdae

Happy birthdae sam...todae is a great dae for u 18 liao wor...can do alot of things liao wor...drink drink drink...but dun same as me...coz i drink for a reason...but dunwan to tell abt tis...>.<...soo fun tat ur face kana the cake:P...okkie la...drunk liao le wan to slp liao le coz tml working morning...:P

dead tiring dae...

todae sian till max sia...went to sch jus to hand in the reports b4 10am...<--class start@2pm...6 hrs do nothing...went to train on the 8-feet pool and rot@sch lor...sian sian de...found out tat miss wang jus resigned...lolx...even thought she is not a veri gud lecturer but she is kind hearted...@least the student point of view la...after classes which end@930pm drag till 45 den finish...no mood to do...sian sian all the way...went to play bowling wif ivan ...124...125...<--not bad lor...me...100...104<--lolx...big gaps...okkie liao le la...slpin liao le...tml is my gud friend SAMUEL de birthdae and my OGL eileen de birthdae...wish both of them happy birthdae ba...

a nothing to do dae

todae sian all the way....slp@3.30 but wake up@8 liao le...coz aunties coming for gathering<--majong session...lolx...entertain them lor...be a coffeeboy for todae...service them lor...take them as customers<--xi guan liao le...when to slp after servicing them..wake up after 2hrs...den sub my uncle-in-law as he is busy sending client to airport...c the drawer...WOW 70+ bucks nia...jus wake up ma...still sian sian... in my mind is all her...den got luck...win 2~3 wu fan(5 fan)<--limit ...got back 100 bucks and still got 20 bucks spare for me to play wif<--born gambler...ended i win the most wif the shortest time played...soo lucky...if lost hor bad for mine tat uncle ma...so help him abit lor...after they went hm back to rotting @hm...lolx...nite liao le...coz dun tink she will be on9 for tonite...

lolx dae...

todae went for a hr of lecture oni...lolx...time taken for transport is more than the time in the lecture hall lor...>.<""...veri de fan lor...soo sian tml do nothing liao lor...going to slp though out the holi...lolx...<--nothing to do ma... okkie liao le la...slping liao le...

Emo Dae

todae sian sian lor the presentation is soo sian...1 to 1...and the worst is tat is going from the back de...den is lyk wait for 1 plus hr to present the ppt lor...the first thing the lecturer said is no time liao le...cut short...cut short on the problems...everything also wan to cut den i present wat sia...lolx...den todae also nv work lor...NTUC de system go problem...todae no stock...wat the...rot@hm...nothing to do except rotting and thinking of some1...

said or not to said...

todae is a sian sian dae lor...my tat soo ex de jacket kana pencil marks so nid to wash again...soo sian tml cant wear it sia...soo nice de lor...todae skip work...accidentally de lor coz ask sis to wake me up...ending she went out to have dinne wif dad and mum...wake up 7 plus liao le where still got the mood to work...sian sian lor...

Queenway here i come~~~~

working in the morning do-ing ytd de stocks...soo sian...den went to queenway to shop for my shoe...damn sad la... foot too big liao le...soo hard to get a shoe of my size...normal sneaker size for me is 12 lolx...when to buy other shoe instead...soo sian lor thought tat going to queenway where tat place is the most impossible place to cannot find a shoe of ur size de lor>.< <--- y y y soo bad luck tis few dae especially...den went to eat@ikea >.< not bad la...came hm sian sian doing vb codings for practical 6 de liao le...jus wan to crack my brain juice for vb than on other things...

todae

after class went to eat taste of thailand<--still not bad...got the quality...lolx...walk all the way till sembawang mrt station and rot wif clarence ,XL and ivan...